Year 2010

its a schedule post readers.

its time to wrap up year 2010 and open new book for 2011. how is it feel?

gementar. and exciting.

yes, thats what i feel at the moment, knowing that im getting married in february 2011 since one year back..hearing the word 2011 can trigger me smile from ear to ear.. knowing how much im expecting you, 2011!..

oh.. sorry, this post was not meant for 2011, but 2010. hahaha!

my wish list for 2010, was none!haha.. i dont practice to have one. i recalled, i got one wish list..in 2009.. or was it 2008? haha... to some people wish lists are their drive to success, but not for me..

my last wishlist, i remember i got few items inside it. funny me.. all were about my dslr, named Mike.. his lenses, tripod, filter.. to name it. alot.. i wanted to hv a complete set of it.. i even bought dry box for Mike to sleep during off day. merata merayau mencari...i dont know. for me the wish list is killing me.. i keep wanting to fulfill it, until i realize its already beyond my capacity. so after that, i dont have one.not anymore. hakhak.

buat apa torture yourself.kan? *as for me lah*

i really hope 2011 is something not about the wishlist whatsoever but me becoming his wife. insyaAllah. untuk kesabaran yang both of us curahkan sepanjang we're together. dari 6tahun lepas sehingga all the wedding preps thingy..2011, i want new sinar!

lets just hope, 2011 is something. and 2010 wasn't nothing!

my 2011 plan:

1. get married.
2. be a good wife.
3. learn new thing about investment. << style="text-decoration: underline;">

this is not my wishlist, if u understand me clearly. haha

Goodbye 2010, welcome you 2011!

handbag

hyeee!!

bersiaran dari laptop maisarah..metaceh ye maimai kasi pinjam laptop ko!~

while seating here, mengadap laptop ..biasalah orang dah dekat sebulan laptop out..macam beruk dapat bungalah...and at the other side of the world, rasanya Nawal dah selamat diijab-kabulkan...mesti meriah, and beshh sebab dpt jumpe semua bloggers....congratz to both Nawal & hubby...

esok, my schedule is to pergi facial,pimpin tangan dengan MF for the promo, entry ni.. then pergi home dec exhibition... our very first time pergi exhibition home deco2... dont know what to expect, ade diskaun macam matta fair ke ek? kalau ade pun, ingat aku nak sambar ke..pejam mata jelah..tiada peruntukan...on the next day, pergi Kuantan for coursemate's wedding...Ain & Abrak, congratz on ur wedding!!! korang kawen dulu ek...tak aci ;p

tujuan asal nak berblog, nak cerita pasal handbag...ok, sejak bulan 2 hari tu hunting handbag... sampai sekarang tak jumpa yg berkenan.. ok tipu. ada 1 yang aku berkenan...den konan sngt dahla ni... but of course, igt nk usha-usha yang lain2 dulu...tapi sampai sekarang hati masih melekat dekat yang satu tu....aiyark macam mana...

tolonglah berjumpa dengan yang berkenan, dan harga pun diperkenankan MF...

of course LV,gucci, prada is out my league...

so handbag yg bakal menjadi milikku...tolong jelmakan diri anda. if not, MF pull out handbag dari senarai hantaran, camne??

nangis pun dah tak guna. susahnya nak jumpa yang berkenan...

ok,lupakan macam mana nak settle kan checklist bulan 9eptember... 9eptember tinggal seminggu je kiah oiiiii....hanya the first 2 item yang settle. huhu. tu pun, xde kaitan dengan wedding. HAHA. mengong!

6months to go : facial

i know, i should be resting for the whole month, if u refer back to my prev post. hehe. nothing much to update about my wedding preps..

tapi post kali ini, is about facial... since, its 6 months to go, i wish to share mine. so b2b out there, can take benefit on this, hopefully.

im not one kind of person whom always go to facial, for some of my friends, facial is their monthly routine. macam aku, bila ada kelapangan and duit, and i will definately go! but for the 6 months left, i promise myself to make it a habit, every month must go!.. personally i dont suggest you to go, like a month before the big day...yang selama ni tak pernah pergi tu kan, its..its..its damn lot to extract. so pergilah 2-3 times dalam masa 6 bulan. and jangan cari pasal pergi a few days before your wedding. nanti muka bengkak and merah2 siapa mahu jawab?

so for mine, i went to Herbaline for rm88 package. the basic package, inclusive extraction, 2 masks, deep cleansing, and shoulder massage. dont ask me in details, sebab aku pun tak berapa ingat. hehe. but, kalau korang pergi sana they will provide treatment that suit you the best. ;)
i add on neck treatment rm30, ada massage for double chin and they apply mask bawah leher up to dada sikit so bagi putih sikit kulit.

www.herbaline.com.my

a part from that, they also provide you with 10min fish spa..freee ye kwn2... sangat besh and nyaman. it is trully recommended.

interior design of herbaline pun sangat-sangat menenangkan, i went to several body/face spa before, i can say, herbaline punya interior design sangat menambat hati and menenangkan fikiran. maybe u can open ur option and go for herbaline.

oh ya, they got special promotion now. datang berdua, and u got a chance to do facial up to rm138 tapi with price of rm99 only per pax.

ke-pe-na-tan

dear readers..

lamanya rasa tak berbloging..tak menulis. dan tak membaca blog orang. been so busy... balik rumah terus tidur. tiada daya nak on laptop pon...gilo!

my routine has been so pack. daily work up to 7 or 8pm. then straight shoot gym for 2 hour session.balik cooling down by melayan televisyen.

a lot ..lot..lot...of things i wish to share. tapi nak tekan keyboard pun tiada energy,

macam mana??

*yang ni energy force dari dalam.kuikui*

till the next update. i really wish i got time.... for blogging.

p/s: sudah ketemu videographer. wink.wink. kite sukaaaa youuuuuu!~

cantik yang subjektif

tak boleh expect kau suka apa yang aku suka.

tak boleh expect aku suka apa yang kau suka.

ternyata kita individu yang berbeza.

yang menilai dari sudut yang berbeza.
yang paham dari arah yang berbeza.

yang memang totally tak sama!

BUT, i am open for discussion and point of views.

http://blog.shutterspeak.biz/

Siapa saya?

Gigih membuat tag dari Belle and Nahwal

1) Siapakah diri anda di rumah?
- rumah yang mana ni?rumah sewa ke rumah parents? seorang anak manja emak, cucu busuk wan, dan anak perempuan ayah yang degil. kakak yang laser..*haha, pasrah jelah ye adik-adikku* , dan seorang adik perempuan yang suka melawan dan bising. yang paling penting, di rumah, aku sangat suka menonton dvd movie yang kelakar, sambil berbaring di sofa malas ayah di kelilingi kekacang, juga milik ayah...heheheh...

2) Siapakah diri anda disamping rakan?
- yang ni kena tanya dorang lah kan. mane ku tauu... tapi close frens selalu cakap aku seorang yang loud. cet! funny mayb, sebab i love jokes, and craving for moreeeee...

3) 5 benda yang anda idamkan tetapi masih belum tercapai
- wide angle & telephoto lens. * duit..oh duit..mana kamuuu?*
- kahwin.. *ewah, gatai naa..*
- travel around the globe with him
- nak bawak mak,ayah, dan wan menunaikan umrah/haji *mane yang aku mampu lah*
- furnish my own house. *pelan-pelan kayuh,lama2 penuh lah*

4.Siapakah nama pasangan anda?
- MF darling.

5.Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda paling suka tentang pasangan anda
- baik sangat-sangat. dan sayangkan aku.
- seorang yg bertoleransi & terbuka dalam menerima pendapat orang lain
- suka layan aku gelak-gelak, and a very good listener yang bisa memadamkan api yg sedang marak
- seorang yang kemas, dan pandai mengemas
- seorang yang sangat2 boleh diharap, rajin berusaha
-segala-galanya tentang die :P
*mode serius ketika menjawab soalan ni*

6.Bila tarikh anda couple?
- 14 sept ;)


7.Apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?
-pahit utk saya banyak. but hes always there for me. you r my bestfriend!!


8.Lagu tema cinta anda?
-Sempurna, Andra & The backbone


9.Apa perubahan yang ingin anda lihat dari pasangan anda?
- biar aku bgtau dia terus sendiri *kalau ada*


10.Tag 10 rakan anda yang lain
AyuReq
Ryna
Xora
Ann
Ain
Farrah
Asotoko
and
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.
.
YOUUUUU! =)

p/s: MF, nak tag kamu bole tak?hehehe... ;)

payday

its payday.

i feel like ..mau baling, berguling-guling dan menari-nari atas duit. i miss u so much $$$.

hehe..thats all for today.

papai!

Sorting

i really need to sort a few things inside my head. to relieve unbearable feelings inside. as days passed by, there were so many things i wish i didn't do. or even can it be undone, or backspace it to moralize myself.

i'm craving for new shoe. yezza. i just got my salary few days back, so i dont spent much on the last raya.i've been eyeing this one particular shoe, i pay two times visit to look for it. to me, it is something i cant resist, but it is a big doubt whether im going to use it or not. im not working in corprate world, i dont meet clients, im just a workholic person who seat in front of hell computers doing programming,testing and answering a lot of phone calls perday to resolve production issues. that keep bothering me, to buy or not to buy. buying meaning satisfying my own desire. but will i use it?? its too fancy for a person like me..

i want something like this.



but i used to wear this.

so thus i need a new handbag.. i've been using my jeans handbag for about 1 year already. to me its perfect, and served me well enuff.. not even one tiny little benang pun tercabut.. so that makes me have no more reason to buy new handbag. BUT,people always make an excuse to pass thru. so am i. there was one day, one salesboy look at me with unaffordable-weirdo-f**king look when i usha handbags..he even menjeling when i belek-belek the handbags dekat Isetan...serious shit, that puts my blood up to siling, and i went off teros. I dont want his pity look on me menguasai and membuatkan aku membeli handbag yang aku tanak pun, but to prove that i can afford aku beli. this has happened few times. at the end i regret. so let them be with their arrogant, aku tak peduli. i will only buy things i want.

oh ya, before i went off, aku sempat bercakap dengan kuat nya pada MF " dia ingat kita tak mampu ke?" . kasik mamat tu dengar sikitlah kan.

i do think this jerk should behave more. you are salesperson, why dont you act like one. kenapa nak usha-usha orang macam tu. and dont even judge people by their simple tshirt and jeans appearance. kadang-kadang orang macam ni banyak jugak duit. bukan tak berkemampuan.sigh.and i dont really like nagging salesperson as well. there's one ariani branch punya salesperson. dok follow mana aku pegi, then sebok nak tunjuk itu ini. aku tak sempat tengok lagi dak tunjuk yang lain. just let me be okay, if im interested aku bagitau mana satu aku berkenan... kan senang...

10 days straight stayed at home,has caused me so much weight gaining.mum's cook, ayah's mee goreng, Wan's curry is something i cant disregard.sedapnya mak datuk... macam mana nak tahan.tsk.tsk.so i turn up at Mary Chia again last thurday, hoping for some treatment. memang kena bebellah aku dekat situ.inconsistent datang, main datang ikut sedap hati. tahun ni baru tiga kali datang.huhu...my weight dah naik banyak compare to the last treatment...so they offer me new treatment with one promise, give them 3 months to make it reality.wahhh...aku pun apa lagi. seronoklah dengarkan, 3 bulan bole kurus...hehe...so now i undergo diet program for 1 month, and will be back to Mary Chia this coming 31 Oct to continue the treatment. will share with you apa-apa nanti. =)

even tho Hari Raya is a big bermaafan day,i still unable to clear out things inside my heart.sigh. even i always trust memaafkan orang tu bukan untuk dia, but for your own sake. to heal is to forgive.but hard to apply, indeed.

with rasa rendah diri, saya menyusun jari memohon maaf kalau-kalau ada rakan-rakan yang tersinggung dengan saya. selamat hari raya.

having more than 1 blog, i feel like combining it together NOWWW, so that i have one medium of communication with everybody. takdelah rajin sangat nak update pun kan...

told ya, i really need to sort things inside my head.

ratu tiga hari.ngeeee~

huda called.
huda: babe, cni ade ratu sehari. nak x?
aku: nak.nak.nak.nak..nak... *cakap laju-laju dalam satu nafas*
huda: taulah nak, tayah lah cakap 8x...

cet!

so i got mine! after bersusah payah cari di merata-rata tempat. jawapan yang asyik sama, stok belum sampai.

and... suka sangat itu diary, compact and menyeluruh. plus, ada calendar sampai 2011. macam tau-tau aje. so applicable to me! hehe. i really-really need step by step guide like this. yang aku jumpa selalunya tak bertepatan dengan citarasa. heee~


i'll keep my little-dearie-wedding-diary updated with my progress!
*tak cukup-cukup dengan blog.hehe*

my progress so far? null. hanya menambah isi tabung aje, ni boleh kire progres tak?? weee...~

Teman di bulan Ramadhan

Here, present to you...

my teman di bulan ramadhan ini, i bring it to everywhere i go, ke office, ke rumah. yes, to accompany me during my boring-boring time.hehe.

can you??

yahh...i'm outdated. novel lama kan?but i just came across it @ MPH, with this new cover, ala-ala cam plastik, so tak membentuk garisan-garisan di tepi buku tu. i loike!

Aku & Mai - frustrated with Kala Hati's ending. How on earth, tetiba Jannah sudah bertunang, at the end our hero Adi Putra pilih Rina (Dynas) as his wife. While, we were expecting Jannah as his bride-to-be.

malas nak layan. bengang ok...Jannah asyik lah cakap hati dia belum dimiliki, sepanjang semua episode tu, and at the last episode turn out dia sudah bertunang sebenarnya, Adi Putra had been rejected! benci tauuuu!!!

nurkasih pulak, i'm expecting Nur Amina to be with Aidil in the end. I just dont like Adam, dengan panas barannya...and simply balik-balik Malaysia terus cakap dah jatuh cinta dengan Si Amina ni....apa kes? so please khabir bathia, please change the story line! hakhak....plis.plis.plis

heehee!

longing

longing to update Menuju Qaseh.

internet access ku di office sudah di block! aihhh...no more google-ing can be done.betapa aku sangap and meroyan nak kan internet. Tuhan je tau. semalam dengan muka tebal aku email senior aku, request mintak dia cakap dengan bos, tolong lah bagi kitorang internet. reasonnya, susahlah nak buat coding unfamiliar things. selama ni pun, i was completely depends on internet resources.*konon* padahal, aku teringin jugak nak update-update blog and baca blog korang-korang semua.hehehe

oh, rupanya dia lagi pantas. dah email and discuss dengan bos. sekarang tunggu approval, sama ada team kitorang layak tak dapat internet. *say no more, ada lagi sangap dari aku rupanya* hehehe..so tunggu jelah.tah bila kan aku boleh access internet. kalau tengok updet laju satu macam tu tandanya...dah selamat lah tu..

oh, before i go. *tah bilakan dapat update lagi*

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan semua!
Semoga kita pose penuh *TIPU.TIPU*
i wish we (you and me) could be a better person.
Amin.

dan ini, bilik pengantin ni...aku berkenan sangat.


but i keep wondering, boleh pasang kipas ke camni??takot pulak aku kalau benda tu melilit-lilit sampai kipas tercabut... *i know. sudah terlebih imiganasi*

colors of life

chocolate brown touch, with soft pink

chocolate brown and green?

Tiffany blue an choc?? *geram*

i dont know. chocolate brown is so tempting to me. i feel like eating it. mat salleh-mat salleh ni pandai betulkan mix n match colors. it turns out so gorgeous.

when i look at my wedding's ticker *i put it at somewhere,secretly*, i just knew that, it is still early to decide on everything. and found out, theres one blogger preparing her wedding for 2 years. ohh, i should not be down, neither feel so bad. theres nothing wrong with preparing your wedding earlier than anyone can think of.

its my W-day after all, i'm nothing but wanna it to be perfect as much as it can be. *dont get me wrong, its not the glamorous wedding day that i'm hunting for*, a simple one will do. as long as it is me.. =)

mak pesan, cukuplah sekadar bersederhana.


i have no idea of cincin kahwin untuk lelaki, tapi hari tu pergi tinjau-tinjau, and found this suasa ring with diamond tuh, and it was almost 3.5k. After 50% less, dapatlah dalam 1.7k.

TAPI, suasa memang harga macam ni ke? ke sebab diamond dia? no idea....tahla.

our litte one~

i've been pondering, how will our little ones look like. will he/she be more like me or more like him..

kinda fun doing this..hehe.thanks Ayu!

so here,

morphing photos of us..


discontented with the first result, i made the second morphing, and i get this...


which i guess they are almost alike to each other.hehe...comel je kamu ni.hehehe

p/s: gmbr 2nd ni dah macam budak kecik pelakon cerita cina kungfu dulu2 tu aku tgk...hehhe

Click Here! to morph YOU!

majlis impian

hari ni saja nak membebel pasal majlis impian aku, dengan harapan MF bacalah kan.hehe..dulu masa kecik-kecik, sbb tengok Ziana Zain kahwin tukar-tukar persalinan aku pun rasa nak jugak lah kan... Aku ade jugak datang kenduri dia dengan mak aku, saja sebok-sebok.

tukar-tukar baju, kejap kimono, kejap saree, kejap gaun, kejap cheongsam....wahhh...aku memang suka sangat lah...tahun lepas pun aku ada cakap kat famili aku, nak kawen nnt nak pakai kimono jugak..hehehe..mengade kan? along aku cam malas je nak layan. hehe..

tapi, now i come to my sense. aku tak berminat dah nak bertukar-tukar pakaian.cukuplah sekadar persalinan nikah, reception aku dan bertandang nanti..3 pasang dah cukup. and kesemua pasang ini aku plan nak buat sendiri aja.. malas nak sewa-sewa. yang aku berkenan, sewa sudah 6 ribu...adoi yaii....so tahun depan mmg nak kena pergi bandung..!!

pasal deco-deco yang lain aku tak fikirkan sangat lagi...just google-ing untuk mendapatkan info.hehe..

aku suka aja baju pengantin yang kain nya meleret..hehe...tak tau panggil apa jenis macam ni, kiranya kalau aku lalu boleh bersihlah lantai tu aku sapu...tapi mungkin kena reconsider, sebab kenduri kahwin aku mayb buat di rumah aja...mayb bukan dewan apetah lagi hotel.

ala-ala gaun impianku

aku suka kain jenis macam ni, tapi kain apa ye ni? sorilah aku memang fail bab jenis kain ni, kalau korang tau, silala share dngan aku kay..hehe

tak menang tangan

banyaknya kerja kat opis sekarang, sampai tak menang kaki tangan dibuatnya,

blog pun banyak yang nak di maintain.so mestilah ada kalanya, ada yang terbiar tak berupdate. tapi tulah hakikatnya bila rajin sangat buat blog-blog berlainan.

previously, when i started this blog, aku cuma fikirkan tak mahu campurkan blog wedding prep aku dan blog harian. sebab, takot isinya memualkan and wat orang jelik pulak baca. so buat blog lain, sapa nak baca, bace. xmo sudah..hehehe.

so here, aku sudah lama jugak tak research pasal wedding prep, jadi di sini tiada apa nak di updet. nantilah, kalau aku punya lebih masa.hehe..

anyway, wedding date hari tu sudah ada. tapi hanya untuk pihak aku aje. belum diskas pun lagi dengan sebelah sana. jadi biarlah rahsia, belum official pun lagi. tapi punya wedding date sendiri dah cukup tuk buat diri ini bersemangat (waja ke?) untuk kumpul duit lebeh lagi..

yehoooo~!

blog aku yang takde unsur-unsur jiwang, picisan roman iv . tapi kalau boleh mual jugak, xtau lah.hahah